BLOGS

Date: 2025.05.22.
Day: 142
Moon: Waning Crescent

I guess I am really annoying.... This morning I decided for simplicity to show a Deltarune related official funny video in private chatroom on Telegram. (Which was made on Windows Movie Maker about the Top 5 Shadow People. Toby is a real freaking genius. XD)
But then now the founder of a private chat room on Telegram texts me.
“Stop spamming about everything in my chat, okay?”.
It made me feel embarrassed. I realized that not everyone is very interested in what I'm fascinated with. I just want some attention and understanding of what I'm doing, etc. But they don't care, and I understood that very well. I'm like an open book that wants people to read whatever they want to read out of it. And it's not like I'll ever be able to close it. I lied to myself that I'd stop acting like I was some kind of celebrity and wanted to be noticed. I still am. I just want to be understood. I want to not be seen as a bad person. I want to learn to be into things they like too. I want to share my stuff too....


I want to be interesting...




I apologize for my another sad post. To atone, I'd better show my pictures that I took while walking in the park. I really love May and Summer.